1 00:00:06,798 --> 00:00:10,300 Subtitle By CJ2021 :) 2 00:03:56,903 --> 00:03:59,613 Do you work tomorrow? 3 00:04:02,117 --> 00:04:03,742 Yes, very early... 4 00:04:04,828 --> 00:04:05,828 And you? 5 00:04:07,789 --> 00:04:09,039 Me too. 6 00:04:10,709 --> 00:04:13,085 I used to be able to go out on a Thursday, 7 00:04:13,086 --> 00:04:16,797 drink a lot, then go to work the next day like nothing happened. 8 00:04:17,007 --> 00:04:19,883 I haven't done that in a while, I just fall asleep. 9 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:24,054 The same thing happens to me, a disaster. 10 00:04:26,808 --> 00:04:31,687 Why do you travel so much? Do you work in tourism or at a hotel? 11 00:04:33,565 --> 00:04:35,357 I'm a tourist. 12 00:04:36,276 --> 00:04:39,111 A great job, I want it. 13 00:04:43,575 --> 00:04:46,827 I work in a travel agency, 14 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,829 from 9 to 6. 15 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:53,250 And you? 16 00:04:54,210 --> 00:04:58,213 I'm a physical therapist for all kinds of people, specially third age. 17 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:01,008 I also do sports rehabilitation. 18 00:05:02,427 --> 00:05:06,096 So, if I injure myself running or at the gym... 19 00:05:06,931 --> 00:05:08,515 I rehabilitate you. 20 00:05:23,156 --> 00:05:25,074 Will I see you again? 21 00:05:29,287 --> 00:05:31,872 I don't think so... 22 00:05:32,582 --> 00:05:38,462 but thank you. I felt very comfortable. 23 00:05:56,648 --> 00:05:59,983 Well, bye. 24 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,027 Bye. 25 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:08,093 7:20 Once a Week 26 00:07:23,401 --> 00:07:25,944 The day we met, 27 00:07:26,613 --> 00:07:30,032 I was with my cousin 28 00:07:30,909 --> 00:07:33,577 She was the redhead. 29 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:38,499 A while back she was having routine exams 30 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:41,752 and suddenly something came back positive. 31 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:49,051 She went through chemo, and got cured, finally. 32 00:07:49,594 --> 00:07:54,598 Every year I go with her to get her tests done, and once a year we have that fear. 33 00:07:58,311 --> 00:08:03,107 They said she was clear, that everything was good. 34 00:08:03,692 --> 00:08:07,986 We both wanted to celebrate, have a good time 35 00:08:09,489 --> 00:08:13,242 and I ended up here, with you. 36 00:08:14,869 --> 00:08:17,329 So that night you were celebrating life? 37 00:08:19,082 --> 00:08:21,375 Literally. 38 00:08:21,584 --> 00:08:25,921 I'm glad, for your cousin and myself. 39 00:09:03,209 --> 00:09:05,419 I like the way you laugh. 40 00:09:06,296 --> 00:09:07,796 I like that about you. 41 00:09:11,676 --> 00:09:15,512 When I was a kid I didn't laugh at all; I was very serious. 42 00:09:16,473 --> 00:09:18,098 Really? 43 00:09:20,185 --> 00:09:22,019 I was super structured, 44 00:09:22,687 --> 00:09:26,315 you should've seen my notebooks from school, all organized... 45 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:28,734 I never ripped a page, 46 00:09:29,402 --> 00:09:31,028 and had perfect handwriting. 47 00:09:32,572 --> 00:09:34,156 And I never smiled. 48 00:09:35,658 --> 00:09:37,743 I can't imagine you being like that. 49 00:09:39,788 --> 00:09:43,582 Yeah, I had a boyfriend that hated it. 50 00:09:43,875 --> 00:09:46,377 He said I couldn't tell jokes. 51 00:09:49,339 --> 00:09:51,173 Once, I rehearsed one. 52 00:09:51,466 --> 00:09:56,261 First I had to pick one. I searched everywhere for "The best joke in the world." 53 00:09:57,055 --> 00:09:58,430 And memorized it. 54 00:10:00,809 --> 00:10:02,768 One night in the middle of dinner 55 00:10:02,769 --> 00:10:04,770 with his group of friends, I told the joke. 56 00:10:06,231 --> 00:10:07,981 No one laughed. 57 00:10:08,983 --> 00:10:10,943 I'm not saying that they barely laughed. 58 00:10:11,528 --> 00:10:13,612 No one laughed. 59 00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:18,200 - What was the joke? - What? 60 00:10:18,660 --> 00:10:22,955 The joke, what was it? I know almost all of them. 61 00:10:25,417 --> 00:10:27,042 Don't make fun of me. 62 00:10:28,378 --> 00:10:31,005 Two hunters go to the woods, 63 00:10:31,006 --> 00:10:33,507 One of them passes out and isn't breathing. 64 00:10:33,758 --> 00:10:36,719 The other calls the emergency number and asks: 65 00:10:36,803 --> 00:10:38,971 "I think my friend is dead. What should I do?" 66 00:10:39,556 --> 00:10:43,600 "Keep calm sir. First, make sure your friend is truly dead". 67 00:10:44,102 --> 00:10:47,229 There's silence. A gunshot is heard. 68 00:10:47,397 --> 00:10:50,816 The hunter returns to the phone and says "Okay, what do I do now?" 69 00:10:55,155 --> 00:10:57,239 That's a very bad joke. 70 00:11:48,750 --> 00:11:50,459 - Come in. 71 00:12:34,713 --> 00:12:36,046 What are you thinking about? 72 00:12:37,382 --> 00:12:40,968 That I'm lucky, and that you are perfect. 73 00:12:44,055 --> 00:12:46,181 That's because you don't know me. 74 00:12:46,975 --> 00:12:49,935 Humiliating and gross things always happen to me. 75 00:12:54,357 --> 00:12:58,068 At first I was a little disgusted by oral sex. 76 00:12:58,737 --> 00:13:01,071 One day I'm with a guy, going at it, 77 00:13:02,032 --> 00:13:03,574 and suddenly the guy doesn't give me a heads up... 78 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:05,075 ...And boom! 79 00:13:05,285 --> 00:13:10,330 With a full mouth I try to be sexy, and I approach him so he can see me 80 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:14,752 but I couldn't take it, and I threw up on his face. 81 00:13:17,255 --> 00:13:19,965 - And what happened to the guy? - I don't know... 82 00:13:21,051 --> 00:13:24,678 He was taking a shower, and I ran out, and I never saw him again. 83 00:13:27,557 --> 00:13:30,809 Every year in my job they have a costume party 84 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:34,146 it's the week of the clinic, there are teams, 85 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:36,690 the different units compete against one another. 86 00:13:37,442 --> 00:13:41,737 It's important to participate. And I dressed up as Batman. 87 00:13:42,197 --> 00:13:45,574 - Batman is sexy. It was a good costume. 88 00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:50,954 The thing is that is was a little small for me, too tight. 89 00:13:52,499 --> 00:13:57,461 Well, I got to the place, and my costume was just the best. 90 00:13:58,296 --> 00:14:00,839 I was a finalist, and I had to get on stage 91 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:02,424 and something terrible happened: 92 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:06,720 For an unknown reason, I started thinking... 93 00:14:08,306 --> 00:14:14,311 "I can't have an erection", "There's no reason for me to get an erection." 94 00:14:14,437 --> 00:14:16,438 A stupid thought because, 95 00:14:16,690 --> 00:14:21,443 why would I have an erection, on a stage, dressed up as Batman, and wearing tights? 96 00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:23,278 Well... 97 00:14:23,321 --> 00:14:27,199 Apparently thinking about it too much caused the opposite effect 98 00:14:27,617 --> 00:14:30,244 because I started having porn thoughts 99 00:14:31,496 --> 00:14:32,663 And I had one. 100 00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:36,291 The costume got so tight that I couldn’t even move. 101 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:41,755 Then of course I win, they give me a trophy, 102 00:14:41,756 --> 00:14:46,719 and I try to cover myself with it but they ask me to raise it... 103 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:49,805 And I did. And then it was out in the open... 104 00:14:52,517 --> 00:14:55,394 There was a big silence, and everyone was looking at me 105 00:14:56,146 --> 00:14:59,773 and suddenly a nurse shouts, "Watch out, he has a weapon!" 106 00:15:01,317 --> 00:15:02,735 I don't know much, 107 00:15:03,361 --> 00:15:08,323 all I know is that they couldn't stop laughing... 108 00:15:26,468 --> 00:15:28,427 Stop, stop... 109 00:15:28,845 --> 00:15:30,346 No, no... 110 00:15:39,064 --> 00:15:41,065 - Here. - What? 111 00:15:41,191 --> 00:15:42,691 Listen. 112 00:16:18,436 --> 00:16:26,610 J> The waves have become giants, while I drown / 113 00:16:31,783 --> 00:16:39,498 My feet are not the same, after all J> 114 00:16:44,587 --> 00:16:53,012 J> The clouds have become bigger, J> as I go away 115 00:16:57,809 --> 00:17:02,354 J> My eyes don't see like they used to J> 116 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:09,153 J> I've become older J> J> I've become bigger J> 117 00:17:20,582 --> 00:17:28,422 J> The clouds have become bigger, J> J) as I go away 118 00:17:33,845 --> 00:17:38,140 J> My eyes don’t see like they used to J> 119 00:17:38,350 --> 00:17:44,563 I've become older J> I've become bigger J> 120 00:17:44,898 --> 00:17:51,945 I've become wiser, J> but more of a coward J> 121 00:17:55,241 --> 00:17:57,409 More of a coward. J> 122 00:18:01,748 --> 00:18:04,500 More of a coward. J> 123 00:19:15,113 --> 00:19:17,281 You never mentioned your wife. 124 00:19:19,367 --> 00:19:21,160 No. 125 00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:29,335 - What does she do? - She’s a teacher... 126 00:19:30,003 --> 00:19:32,963 To children between five and six years old. 127 00:19:36,718 --> 00:19:39,803 One day I picked her up at work and 128 00:19:40,055 --> 00:19:42,598 saw how much she cared about those kids 129 00:19:42,599 --> 00:19:46,143 and one approached her so she would tie his laces. 130 00:19:47,604 --> 00:19:51,857 She walked him slowly through the steps. 131 00:19:53,902 --> 00:19:57,237 A sequence he will repeat his whole life. 132 00:19:58,823 --> 00:20:04,286 That won me over. I told myself I would love her forever. 133 00:20:06,915 --> 00:20:09,583 I guess that doesn't make me very consistent. 134 00:20:28,478 --> 00:20:30,145 What? 135 00:20:31,731 --> 00:20:33,148 Nothing... 136 00:20:34,818 --> 00:20:36,068 What are you thinking about? 137 00:20:43,034 --> 00:20:44,952 That I don't know you. 138 00:20:47,497 --> 00:20:49,581 It's little time to know someone. 139 00:20:50,709 --> 00:20:52,501 Time has nothing to do with it. 140 00:20:52,711 --> 00:20:54,336 There's people married for 15 years 141 00:20:54,337 --> 00:20:56,880 and don't know if their spouse likes broccoli or cats. 142 00:20:58,550 --> 00:21:00,050 Basic stuff about the other person, 143 00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:06,140 what they like in bed or what they hate. Time has nothing to do with it. 144 00:21:08,351 --> 00:21:10,185 They say it lasts three months. 145 00:21:16,651 --> 00:21:18,694 So you are saying, this... 146 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:20,779 Will end.. 147 00:21:22,323 --> 00:21:24,116 Should end. 148 00:21:29,247 --> 00:21:30,998 Where's your friend? 149 00:21:33,168 --> 00:21:34,585 Travelling. 150 00:21:37,130 --> 00:21:38,505 Are you going to tell her? 151 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:42,343 Maybe. 152 00:21:51,019 --> 00:21:55,022 I love bed picnics, isn't it the perfect concept? 153 00:21:58,151 --> 00:22:03,655 A friend told me: Never sleep with someone you can't eat in bed with. 154 00:22:05,575 --> 00:22:07,701 Eating is very intimate... 155 00:22:08,161 --> 00:22:13,540 Grabbing things to put in your mouth, it's very sexual. 156 00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:19,588 They say a man fucks like he eats: if he is clean, he will be clean. 157 00:22:20,715 --> 00:22:23,550 And if he spills or slurps when he eats? 158 00:22:25,512 --> 00:22:27,721 He's very passionate. 159 00:22:34,437 --> 00:22:38,524 Japanese have this technique of eating sushi over a woman’s body. 160 00:22:39,025 --> 00:22:40,526 Don't think about it. 161 00:22:41,486 --> 00:22:42,611 No... 162 00:22:42,696 --> 00:22:43,987 No. 163 00:22:45,156 --> 00:22:46,699 No... 164 00:22:54,666 --> 00:22:55,874 Soy. 165 00:23:55,268 --> 00:23:57,019 I brought you something. 166 00:24:01,775 --> 00:24:04,151 What's this? - For you. 167 00:24:04,694 --> 00:24:07,446 For me? - Yes. 168 00:24:08,198 --> 00:24:09,615 With my name.. 169 00:24:11,576 --> 00:24:13,035 A notebook? 170 00:24:13,745 --> 00:24:17,748 Don't be fooled, it's a paper computer. 171 00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:21,543 Look, here are the applications, 172 00:24:21,711 --> 00:24:25,714 contacts, calendars, notes, reminders, 173 00:24:26,299 --> 00:24:28,884 here are the projects you are working on, 174 00:24:29,219 --> 00:24:31,387 and the files. 175 00:24:32,305 --> 00:24:35,557 No batteries, you don't have to turn it on or update it, 176 00:24:35,558 --> 00:24:37,101 always available. 177 00:24:37,936 --> 00:24:43,023 I have a friend that has a stationary store. We're going to make more to sell. 178 00:24:43,024 --> 00:24:46,026 - You made this? - Yes. 179 00:24:46,778 --> 00:24:49,655 I have my own shop at home, 180 00:24:49,948 --> 00:24:52,533 and I'm always doing something with paper. 181 00:24:53,118 --> 00:24:56,787 What about the travel agency and your 9-6 job? 182 00:24:58,289 --> 00:25:00,249 I thought that 183 00:25:00,583 --> 00:25:04,294 if I told you that I'm a woman that does "nothing" 184 00:25:04,421 --> 00:25:07,297 and has a rich husband, 185 00:25:07,340 --> 00:25:09,633 you would've thought: 186 00:25:10,343 --> 00:25:14,513 "Here's the typical bored woman that wants and adventure." 187 00:25:16,266 --> 00:25:20,894 I don't think anything, I'm just here. 188 00:25:21,187 --> 00:25:23,272 That's it. 189 00:27:17,679 --> 00:27:19,722 Which one is your friend? 190 00:27:22,726 --> 00:27:23,892 That one. 191 00:27:25,687 --> 00:27:28,731 Does she travel a lot? - Yeah... 192 00:27:28,898 --> 00:27:31,984 She imports clothes, that's why she travels all the time. 193 00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:35,654 Who are they? 194 00:27:37,032 --> 00:27:43,370 That's... her sister, her nephew and her sister's husband. 195 00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:48,834 - They seem like good people. - They are, a beautiful family. 196 00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:50,627 They love each other. 197 00:27:52,756 --> 00:27:58,719 We should make a trip. I don’t know. Go far away. 198 00:27:59,054 --> 00:28:00,596 To what city? 199 00:28:01,389 --> 00:28:04,975 A city we can walk, with history, 200 00:28:05,852 --> 00:28:09,063 not very crowded, rather secluded. 201 00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:12,983 It would be the first time we would be out on the street. 202 00:28:14,319 --> 00:28:17,613 Be with you amongst people without looking everywhere. 203 00:28:18,031 --> 00:28:19,740 Is that complicated? 204 00:28:22,619 --> 00:28:27,706 What I'm saying is that we've never done what normal couples do. 205 00:28:28,166 --> 00:28:31,752 We've never walked holding hands in a park. 206 00:28:32,170 --> 00:28:33,962 We've never gone to the beach. 207 00:28:34,756 --> 00:28:39,885 We've never grabbed a coffee and done nothing but just being. 208 00:28:46,351 --> 00:28:51,355 When you are here, what do you tell her? Where are you supposed to be? 209 00:28:54,567 --> 00:28:59,238 That I'm taking a class on sports injuries. Every Thursday. 210 00:28:59,906 --> 00:29:01,031 And you? 211 00:29:02,158 --> 00:29:04,076 Movies with friends. 212 00:29:04,744 --> 00:29:07,079 And he never asks what movie you watched? 213 00:29:10,834 --> 00:29:12,626 He trusts me. 214 00:29:44,409 --> 00:29:46,076 What's wrong? 215 00:29:55,670 --> 00:29:58,922 Every day I think about you. 216 00:30:02,761 --> 00:30:06,221 If something funny happens, 217 00:30:07,057 --> 00:30:10,809 whom do I want to tell? You. 218 00:30:14,564 --> 00:30:17,566 If something wrong happens I want to call you. 219 00:30:23,156 --> 00:30:25,824 I want to be with you all the time. 220 00:30:32,248 --> 00:30:36,085 Locked up, here. 221 00:33:16,663 --> 00:33:20,624 There's a kid. Well, he's 16. Jonas. 222 00:33:20,625 --> 00:33:22,543 He goes to the clinic every Wednesday. 223 00:33:23,712 --> 00:33:28,007 The mother travels two hours to take him and waits while I work on him. 224 00:33:28,133 --> 00:33:32,678 At the end, she asks me if I see him getting better and I tell her I do, 225 00:33:32,679 --> 00:33:34,596 that he's progressing. 226 00:33:36,349 --> 00:33:37,975 It's not true... 227 00:33:38,184 --> 00:33:41,770 He doesn't move a muscle. He has a degenerative condition. 228 00:33:43,148 --> 00:33:46,275 But I tell her that he's doing great and she smiles. 229 00:33:46,526 --> 00:33:48,360 Can he get better? 230 00:33:49,112 --> 00:33:53,365 The other day, I thought I saw him smiling. He can't, but that's what I thought. 231 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:55,909 tell him stories, 232 00:33:55,910 --> 00:34:00,706 I tell him about an assistant of ours, a very pretty girl, Rosita. 233 00:34:00,707 --> 00:34:03,709 I say she's in love with him and will declare her love. 234 00:34:04,169 --> 00:34:07,629 I tell him "Look, there's your girlfriend." And he looks at me. 235 00:34:07,630 --> 00:34:09,715 What is going on in that mind? 236 00:34:10,008 --> 00:34:13,552 I'm not sure. All I know is that he's in love with Rosita. 237 00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:17,765 I need to stop doing that. 238 00:34:18,433 --> 00:34:22,019 The other day she was making out with one of the ER nurses. 239 00:34:22,103 --> 00:34:27,566 And I thought, my patient can't see that, that would break his heart. 240 00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:57,137 I want to be with you. 241 00:34:59,307 --> 00:35:01,558 Have a life with you. 242 00:37:59,279 --> 00:38:01,405 Last night I had a dream. 243 00:38:04,284 --> 00:38:05,868 About? 244 00:38:08,204 --> 00:38:11,874 I was by a river, more like a stream. 245 00:38:12,584 --> 00:38:15,002 There was a tree trunk, and I didn't know if I should cross. 246 00:38:16,296 --> 00:38:19,381 Then you showed up, 247 00:38:21,009 --> 00:38:22,926 we had two girls, 248 00:38:23,303 --> 00:38:25,387 they were twins. 249 00:38:33,605 --> 00:38:35,731 You have kids? 250 00:38:38,318 --> 00:38:40,194 No... 251 00:38:43,907 --> 00:38:45,449 I can't have kids. 252 00:38:48,828 --> 00:38:50,120 I'm sorry. 253 00:38:50,789 --> 00:38:52,956 ..I don't know if you're sorry. 254 00:38:55,335 --> 00:38:56,960 I don't know. 255 00:38:58,963 --> 00:39:02,424 My husband wanted kids, a lot of kids. 256 00:39:02,967 --> 00:39:07,888 He's from a big family and dreamt of a bunch of kids running around. 257 00:39:10,684 --> 00:39:12,434 But that wasn't the case. 258 00:39:13,061 --> 00:39:15,312 We're a family of two. 259 00:39:19,067 --> 00:39:20,984 Have you thought about adopting? 260 00:39:23,238 --> 00:39:26,532 No. I don't want to. 261 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:30,077 I might seem selfish, and maybe I am. 262 00:39:31,705 --> 00:39:34,999 But I got so used to the fact that I'm not going to be a mom, 263 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:36,917 that I don't think about it. 264 00:39:45,010 --> 00:39:48,512 My sister once took me to an adoption agency, 265 00:39:51,099 --> 00:39:53,058 but we didn't go in. 266 00:39:53,893 --> 00:39:59,940 We didn't even leave the car. We stayed there, talking. 267 00:40:03,486 --> 00:40:04,987 I was scared. 268 00:40:06,990 --> 00:40:08,407 Scared? 269 00:40:09,868 --> 00:40:12,786 I just couldn't get out of that car. 270 00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:28,635 I have a son. 271 00:40:31,139 --> 00:40:33,474 His name is Nicolas. 272 00:40:38,313 --> 00:40:42,441 How old is he? - Nine. 273 00:40:44,486 --> 00:40:46,362 He has special needs. 274 00:40:48,406 --> 00:40:54,703 He laughs, plays, loves me, but doesn't show it. 275 00:40:59,959 --> 00:41:02,086 What's going to happen to him when he's older, 276 00:41:02,087 --> 00:41:04,546 and I'm not there to take care of him? 277 00:41:06,007 --> 00:41:08,967 How is he going to go through life? The basics? 278 00:41:10,011 --> 00:41:13,013 Is he going to be happy? Will he be bullied? 279 00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:15,349 Will he survive the damn teenage years? 280 00:41:17,894 --> 00:41:21,313 Will he avoid getting into a car with one of his drunk friends? 281 00:41:21,523 --> 00:41:26,151 And all the dangerous things we did, but don't want our kids to do... 282 00:41:31,741 --> 00:41:33,951 ...but they will anyways. 283 00:41:39,416 --> 00:41:41,542 Sounds awful. 284 00:41:44,004 --> 00:41:46,130 It is, 285 00:41:46,131 --> 00:41:48,048 but it's worth it. 286 00:41:49,843 --> 00:41:54,430 Sounds common, but that kind of love is real. 287 00:41:56,391 --> 00:41:58,517 The rest is just... 288 00:41:59,227 --> 00:42:00,769 Lies? 289 00:42:01,688 --> 00:42:04,148 No, not lies. 290 00:42:04,733 --> 00:42:09,194 They're different. That's it, you can't compare them. 291 00:44:55,570 --> 00:44:57,363 - Come in. - Sure. 292 00:45:16,007 --> 00:45:18,967 Last Thursday while I waited for you, I wrote. 293 00:45:19,844 --> 00:45:23,639 My handwriting is horrible, I'm more used to using the computer, 294 00:45:24,307 --> 00:45:27,184 but I wrote the things I want and don't want to do with you. 295 00:45:29,396 --> 00:45:32,981 It's incredible the things I came up with in two hours... 296 00:45:33,775 --> 00:45:35,609 Or was it three? 297 00:45:39,322 --> 00:45:40,739 Well... 298 00:45:50,166 --> 00:45:51,917 Things to do with Julia. 299 00:45:53,878 --> 00:45:57,756 Be with her in bed, in a cold place, 300 00:45:58,008 --> 00:46:02,845 under the covers, covered up to our noses, 301 00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:06,015 whispering while it rains, 302 00:46:07,100 --> 00:46:09,309 hug her, watch her sleep, 303 00:46:10,270 --> 00:46:12,104 feel her breathing, 304 00:46:14,607 --> 00:46:16,942 laugh, eat chocolate, 305 00:46:17,402 --> 00:46:20,821 make love, have sex, fuck. 306 00:46:22,157 --> 00:46:26,744 Talk, dance, argue, theorize, antagonize, 307 00:46:26,870 --> 00:46:30,664 whisper, listen to music, all under the covers. 308 00:46:31,916 --> 00:46:35,169 Leave a surprise in her purse, bite her, 309 00:46:35,670 --> 00:46:39,757 undress her slowly, undress her with haste, 310 00:46:40,300 --> 00:46:45,429 shower, get dirty, and daub our bodies, drive her crazy, 311 00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:50,267 make her scream, watch her look through the window in the darkness, 312 00:46:50,602 --> 00:46:53,312 have a daughter or theorize about it, 313 00:46:54,522 --> 00:46:56,482 read the books she reads, 314 00:46:57,025 --> 00:46:59,026 grow old with her... 315 00:47:02,781 --> 00:47:04,448 And at the same time, 316 00:47:04,824 --> 00:47:08,452 forget her, have her forget me, 317 00:47:09,371 --> 00:47:12,873 walk away, have her walk away, 318 00:47:13,541 --> 00:47:17,878 lose her without pain, softly, 319 00:47:18,838 --> 00:47:23,050 have her lose me without pain, softly, 320 00:47:27,263 --> 00:47:31,850 be at peace, have her be at peace, 321 00:47:32,769 --> 00:47:37,147 may time never pass and may it pass... 322 00:47:44,114 --> 00:47:46,073 Did you like it? 323 00:47:48,451 --> 00:47:51,370 I'd never written anything but prescriptions and treatments. 324 00:48:04,968 --> 00:48:06,885 Three hours... 325 00:48:07,846 --> 00:48:11,140 I waited outside for three hours. 326 00:48:12,934 --> 00:48:14,351 I couldn't make it. 327 00:48:14,811 --> 00:48:17,688 - You could've told me. - My battery died. 328 00:48:17,689 --> 00:48:20,733 - You could've borrowed a charger. - I couldn't. 329 00:48:25,572 --> 00:48:27,448 Where were you? 330 00:48:28,324 --> 00:48:30,451 Were you fucking your husband? 331 00:48:30,618 --> 00:48:33,662 Or planned to end this and forgot to tell me? 332 00:48:37,459 --> 00:48:38,959 Leave.. 333 00:48:45,425 --> 00:48:46,717 Julia... 334 00:48:52,223 --> 00:48:55,809 I know you. I know something happened. 335 00:48:56,394 --> 00:48:59,021 Why didn't you make it on Thursday? 336 00:48:59,773 --> 00:49:01,732 Look at me. 337 00:49:15,705 --> 00:49:20,209 I wanted to rip you out. 338 00:49:20,627 --> 00:49:22,670 I didn't want to feel this. 339 00:49:24,798 --> 00:49:29,343 So I called some friends and went dancing somewhere. 340 00:49:33,723 --> 00:49:38,560 But at the same time, I couldn't stop thinking you were here waiting for me. 341 00:49:40,271 --> 00:49:43,482 And I knew it would've taken very little for me 342 00:49:43,483 --> 00:49:47,319 to take a taxi and be here with you. 343 00:49:52,367 --> 00:49:56,495 And there was a guy at the bar looking at me, 344 00:49:57,080 --> 00:49:59,707 tall, blond, with a beard. 345 00:50:01,876 --> 00:50:03,669 And I thought, 346 00:50:04,587 --> 00:50:07,548 I want to feel that beard in my mouth, 347 00:50:09,175 --> 00:50:12,636 I want to feel that beard down here. 348 00:50:15,181 --> 00:50:17,349 So I kissed him. 349 00:50:19,019 --> 00:50:22,813 And while we were walking in the parking lot, he stopped me, 350 00:50:22,814 --> 00:50:25,816 and stuck his hand between my legs. 351 00:50:26,693 --> 00:50:31,989 As soon as we got into his car we were fucking like animals. 352 00:50:32,365 --> 00:50:37,202 From behind and everywhere, like dogs in heat. 353 00:54:31,396 --> 00:54:34,898 Do you want anything? - No, thank you. 354 00:54:36,818 --> 00:54:38,318 You've been okay? 355 00:54:40,196 --> 00:54:41,280 Yes. 356 00:54:42,699 --> 00:54:43,741 You? 357 00:54:44,534 --> 00:54:45,617 Yes, well... 358 00:54:47,078 --> 00:54:48,704 These weeks have been quiet. 359 00:54:56,087 --> 00:54:59,006 It feels like so long ago, right? 360 00:55:04,804 --> 00:55:05,804 Yes. 361 00:55:31,498 --> 00:55:32,956 And your friend? 362 00:55:33,833 --> 00:55:36,669 I told her about you, finally. 363 00:55:37,253 --> 00:55:38,712 What did you tell her? 364 00:55:39,214 --> 00:55:40,798 That you were cute. 365 00:55:44,344 --> 00:55:46,095 What did she say? 366 00:55:47,472 --> 00:55:49,807 She told me not to let you go. 367 00:55:54,020 --> 00:55:56,146 Can you tell her something from me? 368 00:55:56,564 --> 00:55:57,439 Yes. 369 00:55:58,024 --> 00:55:58,982 Sure. 370 00:55:59,859 --> 00:56:01,860 Tell her that her music sucks. 371 00:56:35,478 --> 00:56:38,355 J> Don't ask me to leave you J> 372 00:56:39,190 --> 00:56:42,192 J> You're not going to achieve it J> 373 00:56:43,528 --> 00:56:48,782 J> The love I have inside J> J> The love ! have inside 374 00:56:48,867 --> 00:56:51,910 J> Will accompany me to the end J> 375 00:56:52,787 --> 00:56:56,415 Don’t want me to not look at you J> 376 00:56:57,334 --> 00:57:00,919 If your eyes are my light J> 377 00:57:01,629 --> 00:57:04,423 Two bright stars that light up J> 378 00:57:04,591 --> 00:57:10,137 J> In the night, the reason of the blue sea 379 00:57:10,680 --> 00:57:13,766 / Because I keep your love... / 380 00:57:13,767 --> 00:57:15,893 What are you going to do when we meet again? 381 00:57:16,770 --> 00:57:19,646 - When we meet again? - Yes. 382 00:57:19,647 --> 00:57:22,983 Five years from now, at a supermarket. 383 00:57:26,029 --> 00:57:28,322 I will say hello like a normal person. 384 00:57:33,036 --> 00:57:37,456 Hi Julia... it's Manuel. I don’t know if you remember me. 385 00:57:38,208 --> 00:57:41,126 Of course, nice to see you. 386 00:57:41,795 --> 00:57:44,213 - How are you? - I'm good. 387 00:57:44,589 --> 00:57:48,092 How long has it been? Eight? Ten years? 388 00:57:48,968 --> 00:57:51,720 Ten, ten years. 389 00:57:54,516 --> 00:57:56,767 How's it going with the paper computers? 390 00:57:57,102 --> 00:58:00,062 Well I've done well. 391 00:58:00,647 --> 00:58:01,897 And you? 392 00:58:02,857 --> 00:58:04,441 I finally got divorced, 393 00:58:05,026 --> 00:58:06,860 and left kinesiology. 394 00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:11,198 Opened a record store, vinyl, only classics. 395 00:58:17,997 --> 00:58:19,540 Are you still married? 396 00:58:21,251 --> 00:58:26,755 No, I got divorced. He has a girlfriend ten years younger and three kids. 397 00:58:32,429 --> 00:58:34,847 Do you think about me sometimes? 398 00:58:39,310 --> 00:58:40,644 A lot... 399 00:58:42,272 --> 00:58:43,772 And you? 400 00:58:47,027 --> 00:58:50,779 remember you, a lot. 401 00:58:55,076 --> 00:59:03,042 J> The portrait of my dreams J> J> has your face painted J> 402 00:59:04,377 --> 00:59:09,256 J> Don't ask me to throw it away J> J> Don't ask me to throw it away 403 00:59:09,341 --> 00:59:12,801 J> Or my soul will die J> 404 00:59:13,303 --> 00:59:16,889 J> Because I keep your love... / 405 00:59:17,057 --> 00:59:21,894 J> in my bedside table 406 00:59:22,062 --> 00:59:26,690 J> It goes on like a brooch J> 407 00:59:26,983 --> 00:59:30,319 J> in the middle of the heart. 408 00:59:30,487 --> 00:59:34,365 J> I keep your love in my bedside table J> 409 00:59:34,532 --> 00:59:36,909 / It goes on like a brooch J> 410 00:59:36,951 --> 00:59:39,411 / I keep it, oh, I keep it / 411 00:59:39,412 --> 00:59:43,374 J> I keep your love in my bedside table J> 412 00:59:43,375 --> 00:59:48,462 J> Two bright stars that light up J> J> my way through the night 413 00:59:48,546 --> 00:59:52,466 I keep your love in my bedside table J> 414 00:59:52,509 --> 00:59:54,426 J> I have your love... J> 415 01:00:05,939 --> 01:00:07,481 I brought you something. 416 01:00:08,817 --> 01:00:10,234 Here. 417 01:00:25,834 --> 01:00:27,501 Thank you. 418 01:00:30,964 --> 01:00:35,926 It was my mother's... The only thing of hers I kept. 419 01:00:36,094 --> 01:00:38,095 I want you to have it. 420 01:00:40,223 --> 01:00:43,934 You... You shouldn't have. 421 01:00:47,772 --> 01:00:50,649 It's broken anyways, It doesn t tell time anymore. 422 01:00:51,317 --> 01:00:55,571 I tried to fix it, but I think is better like that, anyway. 423 01:00:56,197 --> 01:00:58,282 Always at 7:20. 424 01:00:59,951 --> 01:01:01,535 Thank you. 425 01:01:29,773 --> 01:01:31,940 Let's go for a walk... 426 01:01:33,151 --> 01:01:36,862 A few blocks amongst people, like normal people. 427 01:01:38,948 --> 01:01:41,700 Even if it's just this once. 428 01:01:55,090 --> 01:01:57,466 I never told you about my husband. 429 01:02:02,305 --> 01:02:07,017 Last Tuesday he returned from a quick trip, 430 01:02:07,268 --> 01:02:09,228 a business trip. 431 01:02:11,106 --> 01:02:12,856 I never go to pick him up, 432 01:02:14,526 --> 01:02:18,153 but that day I went to the airport as a surprise. 433 01:02:20,031 --> 01:02:23,701 It was spontaneous, I wanted to do it. 434 01:02:25,870 --> 01:02:28,497 People started leaving the gate and... 435 01:02:30,458 --> 01:02:32,292 I saw him, 436 01:02:33,128 --> 01:02:38,298 holding a little boy, three or four years old. 437 01:02:41,469 --> 01:02:44,304 I was surprised and I didn't know what to think. 438 01:02:46,641 --> 01:02:52,021 Then I saw that he was helping a passenger that had a mess with her bags, 439 01:02:52,939 --> 01:02:57,735 and he was holding her son as a kind gesture. 440 01:03:01,906 --> 01:03:05,200 When he returned the boy, 441 01:03:09,789 --> 01:03:14,501 for a second my husband caressed his head and kissed his forehead. 442 01:03:16,629 --> 01:03:20,090 And at a distance.. That gesture... 443 01:03:20,550 --> 01:03:24,261 A gesture so simple and irrelevant, 444 01:03:25,347 --> 01:03:28,766 made me see how much he wanted a child, 445 01:03:35,690 --> 01:03:39,985 and how much he loves me, without telling me, despite not having one. 446 01:03:50,413 --> 01:03:54,041 And I knew that was my place, 447 01:03:57,796 --> 01:04:00,005 that I wanted to be with him. 448 01:04:02,300 --> 01:04:05,260 Not because I'm giving up or used to it, 449 01:04:07,055 --> 01:04:13,477 but because what we have, and what we don't have... 450 01:04:14,437 --> 01:04:16,689 Is true love. 451 01:06:37,288 --> 01:06:38,789 Well... 452 01:06:45,505 --> 01:06:47,381 Maybe in another time.